TTC Series: Conflicted

So most recently in my Trying to Conceive (TTC) Series I have shared “The end of one chapter” “Our Grief Process” and then as part of a new chapter “Is this Real?” and “Sharing our good fortune with Benjamin” – what a juxtaposition of emotion. I truly can’t speak to all trying to conceive situations, no […]

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Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day

Today I am remembering our Baby Jacobson who we lost on November 24, 2011. Almost 2 years ago. Baby Jacobson was due on June 25, 2012 – one year later the first anniversary of his due date, we found out about New Baby’s pregnancy. Talk about overwhelming. The statistics are staggering. So many women face […]

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TTC Series: Our {grief} process…

Let me start with saying that our trying to conceive journey was hard. At times I thought it was unbearable. I published our story, now a couple years later, because I was more ready. I say more because even now it takes my breath away when I hit the “publish” button. Some might wonder why […]

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TTT Series: The visit…

November 21, 2011  I left school and met Ben in the ultrasound waiting room. I told him I felt like I had done enough research that I would know what I saw on the screen and what it meant. I also knew that if they told us that the pregnancy was not viable that I […]

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