Written May 8, 2011
I wonder if someday if I’ll be a mother…?
I mean I know I will be… but when?
I find myself asking will this be my last Mother’s Day not being a mother?
I long to be a mother and know that some day, some how I will be. But when… and how… are the burning questions.
I want to be woken up by cries, I want the overwhelming emotions (good and bad), I want to hear the gurgles and later the words of love.