We were at church today and Ed Kerr shared a song that really touched me. I wanted to share the words with you. It is so hard not knowing what is going on with our precious little one, and I’m feeling less optimistic for some reason. Ben is hopeful.
I have prepared myself for “bad news.” I want to know my options ahead of time and know that I do not want a D&C. I want my body to handle the pregnancy, if it is not viable, in a natural way. I’m praying for peace. I have read a lot about misdiagnosed miscarriages and blighted ovums and just will have to trust the Lord with it all.
Here are the words to a song – written by Ed Kerr and coming out on new Paul Baloche album soon…
“Nothing will change if all the plans I make are wrong, Your love stays the same.
Your light will guide me through it all, I’m hanging on, I’m leaning in to You.
Nothing can reach the end of all Your faithfulness, Your grace is with me,
through every shadow, every test, I’m hanging on, I’m leaning in to You.
I don’t know where You’ll take me, but I know You’re always good.
My hope is built on nothing less than Your great love, Your righteousness.
I will not walk another way, I trust Your heart, I trust Your name.
I’m holding on, I’m holding on to You.
You are my rock when storms are raging all around, You shelter me God.
I’m safe with you on solid ground. I’m hanging on, I’m leaning in to You.
I don’t know where You’ll take me, but I know You’re always good.
My hope is built on nothing less than Your great love, Your righteousness.
I will not walk another way. I trust Your heart, I trust Your name.
I’m holding on, I’m holding on to You.”
My Father in law wrote about us in his blog. Touched my heart.
http://activerain.com/blogsview/2612701/navigating-life-in-a-broken-world